Sometimes It's Terrifying

I hate posting on here when I can't immediately close my computer and walk away.  I watch the view count go up and refresh facebook obsessively to check out any new likes.  Making new posts is so terrifying.  I try to be as honest as possible on this blog.  It's almost like a diary to me...that everyone can see.

There is a big part of me that is in denial that people actually read this blog.  That people actually care about what I have to say.  That my perspective is unique in any way.  But clearly people do, and from the moment that I click publish, I know that people are reading my inner thoughts.

But hey, for a lot of these, we are all thinking it, right?  It's like some modern art.  Absolutely anyone can draw a line on a canvas an have it sell for millions.  But someone had to do it first.  Well I'm just writing it down, what we are all thinking as we make our way through college.

But it's still terrifying to realize that I'm letting people inside my head.

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I'm Madysen, born and raised in Nebraska but now living out my dreams in New York City. I moved here to go to Columbia, but living in New York has become so much more to me. This blog is a space where I can share my experiences of reconciling my midwestern upbringing with the life I live in the city. But even bigger than that, this blog serves as a space where I can try to understand where I fit into the larger social world, where I want to go in life, and how I want to go about pursuing all of these endeavors.

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